Wednesday 12 November 2014

Get Comfortable in That Body! It's the only one you're getting.2

#2 – Your ‘earth-suit’ is of very little value.

Just so you know, even as marvelously beautiful and excellent as our father has made us, our physical bodies have no eternal import whatsoever. Their functions are to serve as casings for the real man (The Spirit Man) to effectively function on this here earth. I believe a good illustration would be the astronaut. Just like you’d need a space-suit or something if you were to travel to the moon, we need these ‘earth-suits’ to accomplish our missions on earth. Now wouldn’t you consider it rather annoying, if you were a president and you sent these groups of individuals to outer-space to help solve a major problem that would adversely affect all of mankind if not speedily tackled, only to have these emissaries (who are fully aware of the grave implications of the mission's failure) forget their sole mission and begin squabbling over how someone else’s space-suit fits better than theirs’, or how another’s has glitter and ribbons on it while theirs’ doesn’t, and then some come up with the fact that they wish their helmet screens were tinted a different color and weren’t just transparent because that’s a bit too plain and boring, etc.’

Has anything sounded more redundant?

Here are people with a huge responsibility on their shoulders and they utterly disregard how important their singleness of mind and utmost concentration are to solving the challenge is. What’s worse? They are letting themselves get distracted by something as irrelevant as their appearance in SPaCe!!!
Perhaps it might have helped if they considered the possibility that no one really cares what they wear out there.
And then even if someone was idle enough to (for whatever reason) and kept griping about their space-suits not being stylish enough, it shouldn’t change anything because they would bear in mind who sent them and will remember that their being provided with a suit was for it to assist them in attaining their goals and not enter 'Space Fashion Weekly'. 

However, this is exactly what we do often. We forget that our purpose on earth is to live a life fully infused and enveloped with our love for Christ to the extent that all can be impacted by the force and power of it! The purpose is not to endlessly get to ogle ourselves in the mirror (or be ogled at for that matter), to have a million followers on Instagram & Twitter, to have the opposite sex eating out of our palms, or whatever other ‘profit’ (depending on your definition of the word) our physical appearance may get us. That is not the point! The Spirit man is the ‘big-deal’ and our flesh is just the functional container. Just as no amount of accessories and trimmings put on the space-suit should supersede the importance of it achieving its primary function (which is to safeguard the life of the space traveler and enable him or her fulfill their mission out there); the body should never become so prioritized that it no longer enables you fulfill your God-given purpose but instead distracts you from it.


#3 – Beauty’s Definition is in the Bible…not your brain or the media.

Personally, I used to have mega issues with what I perceived to be a painfully obvious lack of prominent hips. Sometimes I’d even let it affect the way I related (or if I related at all) with people. For instance I might shy away from being friends with someone because I had noted the sort of girls he was friends with and was convinced I couldn’t make the bar. You know why? ‘Cus they were all amply endowed in the hip/bum region and I wasn’t. What’s worse, some of them were years younger than me so there definitely had to be a problem, I was certain of it. Maybe I had stunted growth? Maybe I was malnourished (which was kind of a ludicrous thought because I very much enjoy food)? Maybe I wasn’t praying hard enough?!!

There’s no thought that didn’t cross my mind. 

I used to ask God at the start of each year to enlarge my hips and I’d promise to do this or that in exchange. I can’t go into the multitude of things that were wrong with my ‘prayer’, but what’s most important to note is that I’m pretty sure my motives were all messed up and at the time, I definitely wasn’t praying according to His will. Because I chose to perceive it to be some ‘deformity’ of sorts, I was convinced everyone else was thinking just like me and my perceptions were birthed by ignoring all the other wonderful traits I have been blessed with (a pretty face, nice hair and nails, good skin…) and focusing heavily on what I imagined I didn’t have but needed. In my mind, there were errors in my construction and so there I was asking God to improve on what He’d already stamped perfection. Needless to say, I was wrong; but when I came to the full understanding of how the beauty that really matters is the one that springs from my Spirit, and how the opinion of men regarding my appearance have nothing on what my creator has said about me – His masterpiece – I began to grow in and strengthen my God-imbued confidence, and my perspective changed. Now this isn’t saying that trying to improve on your appearance is a problem (please, who doesn’t like make-overs every now and then?!) This is saying that:
  • ·Your appearance becoming more important than your purpose in life is an issue.
  • ·The motive behind wanting to alter any part of you should be thoroughly checked and judged by scripture and your heart.
  • ·You should take care of the container you’ve been given and just like we wouldn’t go around bashing a hired Lamborghini or spraying graffiti on a Limousine, I don’t believe we should run around cutting and scraping and making a canvas out of the bodies we’ve been given temporarily.
  • ·The primary focus is the Spirit man! The need for you to keep
    the body pure and undefiled, in good and healthy shape constantly, still boils down to your Spiritual functionality. 1 Corinthians 3:17 talks about how we are God’s Holy temple and must remain undefiled or shall be destroyed. To defile means to make foul or dirty or unclean; to pollute, taint or debase; to violate the chastity of, or to sully – as a person’s reputation. This shows that defiling our bodies can be done in a variety of ways; we can defile our bodies through what we consume – food, movies, books, magazines, songs, conversations, shows, etc. We can defile it through sex (outside of the context God created it for – a Christ centered marriage), we can defile it via our words, we can defile it by what we put in it – silicon, drugs, chemicals, etc. 1 Corinthians 6:19 says we are the temple of the Holy Ghost and are NOT OUR OWN. Enough of the silly lie that many have bought because its convenient; “It’s my body/my life so I can do whatever I want with it!” This scripture tells us that our bodies are considered the dwelling place for the Holy spirit once we accept Christ, and that even these bodies we think we own are of God and do not belong to us. God has the copyright on us! When we don’t take care of His stuff the way He instructs they should be taken care of, destruction is very (gulp) imminent.
Think on these things. :)
xxx, Kwiksie.

Thursday 6 November 2014

Get Comfortable in That Body! It's the only one you're getting.

When God said He made you fearfully and wonderfully...He meant it.
 Many times I have to consciously remind myself not to get a tad bit exasperated when I converse with some young men and ladies. Too many times, too often, there's one person or the other whining about how this part of her sucks or how he totally needs to get ‘ripped’ or he’ll never be a ‘real man’ (whatever that means), or how she wishes she had someone's body or how she hates her facial features or how a pimple has deformed her hopelessly or how his not-so-deep voice is a bane to his existence or how his lack of height is the cause of all his problems or his un-chiselled face is the reason he is still single or how she's too skinny and wants to be fat or how she's too fat and just has to be skinny; and on and on it goes.
After I sigh and slap a palm to my face, a number of thoughts race through my mind when I hear such things...

#1 - God does not make mistakes.

Psalm 139:14 - 
"I will praise You because I have been remarkably and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful, and I know this very well."
  • The wonderfulness of the human mechanism is so great that, if realized, it produces a sensation of fear. It has been said that, if we could see one-half of what is going on within us, we should not dare to move.  -Pulpit Commentary
  • The formation of man is not of himself, nor of his parents, but of God, and is very wonderful in all its parts. It has been matter of astonishment to many...who have, with any carefulness, examined the structure and texture of the human body, the exact symmetry and just proportion of all its parts, their position and usefulness; how every bone, muscle, artery, nerve and fibre, are nicely framed and placed to answer their designed end;...and have filled the most diligent inquirers into nature with amazement and wonder, being a full proof of the wisdom and knowledge of God. See Psalm 94:9; no man has cause to reproach his parents, nor blame the Former of all things for making him thus, but on the contrary should praise the Lord, as David did, who has given him life and breath, and all things; or own and confess, as the word may be rendered, that he is in various surprising instances, a wonder of nature. -Gill's Exposition of the Entire Bible(Shortened slightly by me)

I can’t imagine what must be going through His mind when He has to watch that which He has called ‘good’, make themselves feel insecure over silly fears and dissatisfaction birthed by idleness.

P.s: #2 & #3 in next post.
xxx, Kwiksie.

Saturday 18 October 2014

The "The Woman I Want To Be Series" (part 8)

 ™ The woman who is industrious.

The word ‘industrious’ is defined (by the dictionary) as one who works energetically and devotedly; a person who’s hardworking and diligent. This word can also be easily used to describe the ‘Proverbs 31 Woman’ (who, by your grace, I am also). I choose to be diligent with and devoted to each and every task you assign to me Father. No matter how menial or basic an assignment you give to me seems to appear, or whether it give the impression of being the most daunting of duties in the history of man, I receive my strength and power to do all things from none other than You so I know I am very much able to successfully complete the task. I make Philippians 4:13 a watchword, bringing to my remembrance constantly that “I CAN do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me!” I will not be one to chicken away from that which you command; I will not be one to whine and weep over any circumstance. I take full charge over every material and non-material resource that you deem fit to be placed within my care, and I apply the wisdom and understanding you freely supply me with, to maximize and utilize each one of them in a manner that would most please you.


Laziness, Sloth, Procrastination and Unproductivity, neither describe you, Lord God…nor I.
:)

Tuesday 14 October 2014

"The Woman I Want To Be" series (7)

  The woman who knows how to prioritize.

 There is a time for everything under the sun and if I am unable to properly allocate my time to things and activities by order of relevance, then I have failed at much. I choose to plan my time effectively based on the insight from your word (1 Corinthians 10:23 and 1 Corinthians 14:40). I refuse to be a waste; whether of time, energy or resources. I will not be one to spend her time on frivolous fancies but rather, one to invest in essentials which bountifully profit. I choose to be punctual, I choose to be time conscious, and I choose to be effective. Even in my speech, let my words be selected. Let me have the insight to know what I should say and when it need be said, for a scatter-brained nature and the inability to organize my thoughts and words are not my portion. Keep me from the careless evil that is procrastination and let me ever be divorced from all that laziness represents.

You are a God of order, and I – made in your spitting image – am a woman of order as well.



Wednesday 8 October 2014

"The Woman I Want To Be" series (6)

 ™ The woman who is more beautiful on the inside than out.

Just as you, Lord, who is in me is greater than he that is in the world; likewise the beauty of my inner man – the real man – is of a thousand times more value than my outward casing on this earth. From your word, I have no doubt that I am beautifully and wonderfully made and since you do nothing in half measures, I know that beauty and wonder covers every aspect of my being – within and without. I appreciate you for taking the time to fashion me to perfection and I’m grateful that I am easy on the eyes. But let me not for one second, mislead anyone by my interests, speech or actions, into thinking that this temporary shell is a better representation of beauty than the heart and spirit which ought to mirror your perfection! Better yet, may I be a sharp contrast to one whose pride and confidence lies in her ability to manipulate situations and people by her looks and let it be evident to all that I place a lifetime of greater worth on infusing my insides with so much generosity, grace, and (most attractive) Christ-like love, that my entire being is naturally saturated with a blinding and appealing glow of loveliness.

I am not defined by my mirror’s reflection, but by that which my heart reflects.

An attractive body and pretty/handsome faces are nice things to have but are of little value. That which truly matters is a heart which exudes Christ's love endlessly. Nothing is more beautiful.
A common recommendation you might hear regularly or have heard before is; "Be your own kind of beautiful", and i'm guessing it's probably trying to emphasize on you being comfortable in your uniqueness and not trying to clone the next guy. But you know the recommendation that i believe beats that hands-down? This one:

xxx, Kwiksie~


Monday 15 September 2014

My Sister Just Got Married!!!



YipPEEEeEee!
 
I'm excited  and happy for her (and her husband) and methinks it's only fair that I give you wonderful folks a chance to share in our joy & celebration too!
 
THREE HEARTY CHEERS FOR Joseph & Lulu!!!
 
:D .
My time online is limited because I've got a pile of academic work beckoning, so may these few photographs suffice.


Jay & Lulu ~ Unending Rhythm...

Daddy!
Lulu
Mummy


The colour Purple

Meet the Beautiful Bride...



Smiles errywhere





Awwww....;)

Proud Mother~ xxx








Wednesday 10 September 2014

I am me...and that sucks.

 
And there wasn't a more incorrect statement on this blog.
 
Hi people.

For avoidance of doubt, this post is to tackle the mentality that prompts people to make such statements as the one in the  post title. Now you could call this a pep talk, or just categorize it with all the other severally repeated self-esteem booster wall papers and quotes all over the place. #Shrug. That all depends on you. For me, I just believe it would do more good than hurt to re-emphasize on a truth that has been there for much longer than many of us have lived. There are actually some who might be getting to know about this for the first time so - all the better!

Before I begin belting out scriptures, I'd just like to find out if there's anyone who's ever struggled (or is struggling) with esteem issues, feelings of worthlessness or lacking direction, etc. before? Obviously you can't exactly answer me now (unless you'd like to comment a response, lol) but i'm almost certain that each one of us have at least one scenario or life experience that just popped up in our minds when we read that question. It isn't strange you know. Every day we meet with or pass by people who are really going through some deep trials as a result of what they have been made to believe is truth concerning themselves, their lives, their experiences, their circumstances, or the ways their minds have been conditioned to view things generally. We've all grown up in different settings, have distinctly unique life experiences and have come to form our various mental concepts on many things. Concepts often influenced by our environments and those we often let become truth's definition.

The big question is, what makes one definition truth and the other a lie?
 
For me, the answer to that is simple. ANYTHING that - whether expressly or subtly - contradicts, negates, belittles, dismisses, negates or denies, the truth of the written word of God (aka The Bible) is the lie. That's all.
 
Basically, any line of thought, theory, concept or law, that is not built on sound doctrine isn't worth paying much attention to. All that they really end up doing is confusing a person, sending one on a wild goose chase for something that isn't available anywhere else but in Christ! Because if you've got Christ, YOU HAVE ALL THAT YOU NEED. Money isn't going to fix your problems nor help you put your self-concept in order, neither is yoga, psychology, romance, money, sex, fame, work, science, drugs, booze, power, a family, children, travelling, donating to charity, hustling, partying non-stop, the media, murder, music, suicide, or whatever else this world has at one time or the other postulated as the 'cure' to the different challenges we face everyday or throughout our lives.
 
Let's briefly look at the following scriptures:
 
-> Genesis 1:27 - So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created he him; male and female created he them.
 
* Obviously, God does not suck. Making us in His image means he made us after His awesome and perfect self. Sure we mess up and play the fools on many occasions, but that isn't us depicting our father's nature. In fact, when we sin we are deviating from who we really are and that's why everything within and without seem to get more and more messed up the farther we turn away from righteousness. They who have professed Christ Jesus as their Lord have left the rat-race of striving to live life to please the fake, oh-so-temporary self (the flesh). Once you become a member of God's Kingdom, you're translated from all that darkness and ignorance into His glorious light. Now all the focus is on Him; letting Him teach you, letting Him change you, letting Him lead and shape you to be a 100% accurate representation of His glory in ALL aspects.
 
-> Isaiah 43:7 - Even every one that is called by my name for I have created him for my glory, I have formed him yea, I have made him.
 
* Being called by His name distinguishes us from the rest of the world by or covenant relation to God. We are created for His glory, formed according to His will, and are privileged to be called His children as a result of grace. You can't get more special and honoured than that.
 
-> Ephesians 2:10 - For we are his workmaniship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
 
* All we have is by grace because all our spiritual advantages are from God. We are His workmanship in respect of the new creation (the one who has surrendered his/her life to Jesus); not just as men but as saints. The new man is the new creation and God is its creator. In this new birth we are born and begotten of His will and have accessed this new birth on account of Christ's sacrifice and suffering. Would you go through such great lengths to bridge the gap between you and someone else if you considered them a worthless mistake???
I didn't think so either.
 
-> Psalms 139:14 - I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.
 
* How dare we look down upon something God took His time and creative energy into forming? God made us! He knew what He was doing, knew what He wanted and took the time to form it. Every hair strand to put, where to put it, how it would look, its colour and texture; every cell, muscle, sensory fibre, neuron, tissue, gland, bone, every-thing. Then someone gets up one day (someone who probably hasn't even managed to create a paper aeroplane in their entire life), and imagines him or herself unquestionably worthy and in the perfect position to criticize and recommend adjustments to what God has made. But you know the person who is even sadder than such an individual?
The person(s) who actually takes that analysis as law; choosing to live their lives based on a plethora of misconceptions.
 
Are there people born with deformities? Do accidents occur which forever change people's lives - and appearances? Of course. But James 1:17 says; "Every good and perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variableness, neither shadow of turning." All the good stuff is from Him!  Bad things started happening once we (humanity) ushered sin in. THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE PRESENCE OF EVIL IN THE WORLD DOES NOT CHANGE GOD'S GOODNESS OR SUPREMACY. In fact, despite the fact that the devil will not tire to try to afflict the children of God in all sorts of ways, our encouragement lies in scriptures like 1 John 5:4, 1 Cor 15:57, & 1 Cor 15:54. He has given us the grace and ability to tackle whatever situations may arise. It may also help to note that God's goodness and perfection is depicted beyond our temporary earth-container (which is the human body, face, form, etc) and that it is the least important. God makes our outward forms so good because His nature is excellent - He doesn't do anything beneath that standard; but when it boils down to what is truly of value, His focus is on the man that should resemble Him -- the real man --- the Spirit man.
 
When you start to see yourself the way God sees you, you get to know your true identity, your purpose, and just how precious you are to Him. 
 
P.s: Forgive the lengthiness.
xxx, Kwiksie~

Monday 1 September 2014

It's a Request, Not a Complaint.

Hi people.

I hope some of you out there have been encouraged by the "TWIWTB" series (you don't expect me to write it all out do ya?). :) And those of you who have been unbearably bored by it or consider it too feminine...please bear with us. :D
To start the month, i just want to quickly comment on something i've talked about previously. A few weeks back, i was conversing with a colleague. He was talking about how tired he was of trying not to be rude and embarass a lady based on her choice of attire by walking away or ignoring her; and yet stated that it was rather very tasking and terribly annoying having to pretend someone you were attempting to converse with wasn't loudly distracting; thereby making staying focused on whatever it was she was trying to say a tad more tedious.
The truth is there's a whole portfolio of things i could be 'rolling my eyes' at on this post but i'll just stick to this one matter. Please bear in mind that it is mega stale and even over beaten by me.
(I know. I'm sorry.)lol

Anyway, i'm siting this singularly to avoid an overly lengthy post; and my focus is on my gender because - unfortunately - we often are the most easy-to-spot culprits of wardrobe malfunctions. I'm not sure how many folks will relate - or if any will - but just know that my aim is not to bash anyone or foster resentment. i.e - I write in peace! ;)
Alright, here's a case scenario.

_____________________________________________________________________Many of Us Wish She'd Wear Something Else Though....______________________________


Her bosom is practically sweeping the floor while her skirt's almost giving us a sneak preview of her womb; her friend's panty-line doesn't exist and we know that because those trousers are so tight we now know what the blood vessels in her bum look like. Then a third person joins the duo and her dress has you guessing - Is it an epic fashion illusion?
Is it linen under lace?
Oh wait.
Nah. It's her birthday suit beneath a fancy fishing net.

________________________________________________________________
You get the picture.
I already know i'm going to offend (or have offended) a whole lot of people. That's a shame. But i refuse to sit quiet and pretend this hasn't been taken too far and that there isn't a young man out there some of us are giving unnecessary pain. And before anyone goes into how sexist it is that females have to cover up and males don't - please pause, look down at your body, and then continue reading.
If all the miss Independents don't care what anyone thinks about their dressing, and don't care how what they wear may send some dudes the wrong message, then complete the cycle and not care when someone tries to feel you up or tap without permission. Okay?
Let me reiterate. I'm requesting that folks cover up a lil' more...but of course you don't have to. Heck no! No one HAS to be decent, neither m nor f.
We're all grown people. If we're old enough to pick our clothes out ourselves then i assume we're old enough to know the essence of those clothes and if we do and yet deliberately disregard their function, oh well...#shrug. But i am writing this; first as a Christian who knows her heavenly Father does not appreciate can't STAND IT when some of her sisters (and brothers but i'm focusing on my kind here) shamelessly  and indiscriminately flaunt the bodies He has given them to care for and keep sacred (roll your eyes all you want) for both Him and the partner who'll eventually be responsible for nurturing and 'luvvin' it. Second, as a friend to many young men who have expressed their exasperation with this almost viral obsession with nudity on the part of females (whom some now have a hard time believing are more than the skin they flash), and lastly as a concerned young woman who just weeps at the desperate loneliness and insecurity that too often tends to be foundation for this attention seeking, self-degrading hobby!
I believe the average male's senses are triggered by his sight. Of course he is responsible for what he feeds to his mind and what he lets his eyes linger on but we can give 'em a break can't we?
I mean is it really too much to ask that we don't walk around like some of us plan to model for a biology poster of the human female anatomy?
'Peek-a-boo' huh? -_-
It's 'just a little slack' is it?
And before someone concludes that this is an advocacy for them guys who are just hormone crazed, presumptuous jerks who can't get a grip and lust too much, bear in mind that us females are almost now beating them at this lust-thing. They, for the bodies and we, for the attention.

It's not like form fitting clothes are evil or an above-the-knee-skirt's going to send anyone to hell. Personally i love mini-skirts (almost as much as i love baggy jeans) and would just love to wear them whenever, wherever! But now i have to wear tights or leggings, or rather i choose to and you know why? Because we live in a fallen world and not everyone is walking around with saintly thoughts. Because there's someone who's trying to renew his mind and purify his heart and them provocative rags won't help him none. Because being my brother's keeper goes beyond willingness to share my food and money or whatever! Besides, since i'm not married yet, is it really fair that every random eye gets to ogle at the would-be prized posession of that amazing fellow who'll eventually win my heart? And if i were married, what exactly would be my motive in exposing all and sundry and trying to get everyone drooling after me, when the person i've chosen to give myself to (heart and body) can see all that skin i'm carelessly flashing whenever he should so please?! 
If an absolute stranger walked up to you and demanded every treasure you ever owned; you'd probably think it over, refuse, and try to hide your stuff away from the person isn't it?
Your body should be treated that way. Because it's precious. It is to God and it should be to you too.

We left the garden of Eden a long time ago fam. Nakedness isn't the norm anymore.

Have an amazing September.
xxx, Kwiksie.~

Sunday 31 August 2014

"The Woman I Want To Be" series (5)

 The woman who is sensitive to the needs of others.
  We are instructed in 1 Peter 5:7 to cast all our cares upon you because you care for us. I want to be able to truthfully say I care for others just like you do Father. Let me live out the evidence of my love for you by taking active measures to feed your sheep as well as attend to those yet to become members of the fold. I refuse to be a self-centered, self-serving, self-absorbed waste of your creative energy. I refuse to lay the negative example of seeking to satisfy my wants and what I assume are needs, prior to doing what you desire. Use me as your instrument of encouragement, replenishment and healing, that my arms may ever be open to those you send to me and my heart ever unbiased to attend to them effectively. Let me make conscious effort to prioritize the well-being of your creations over my comfort and convenience and let me not turn away any person whom you have put me in the position to help.


I see humanity the way You do and do all I can to get them closer to fathoming your love.

I can say that this was probably one of the toughest for me...but then, that's why i'm not doing it on my own. I've met folks who feel insulted when you try to help them, and then there are others who have so many trust issues that any gesture just has to have an ulterior motive. Some imagine they can take advantage of you and make you their doormats while some others want to be spoon-fed till their old and gray.

And i could go on and on....

For awhile, i really struggled with trying to figure out how to handle each situation in the best way possible. Problem was, i had no idea what the best way was. Now though, thanks to a better understanding of God's word, i've realised there's always an answer in scripture with directives on how to respond to some tight situations where you're torn between being a 'good Christian' and just getting yourself frustrated. There are several occasions where a thorough analysis of the situation and careful plotting of an appropriate reaction doesn't help none. Just let Him lead you. Whether you're clueless or feel you can handle it yourself. My recommendation is that we just get into the word. Get in deep until we know it on a sub-conscious level so that when some cases arise and we're not-so-sure how to handle it, all the Holy Spirit need do is remind us of the things already buried in our hearts and give us guidance on how to apply them to the situation.

Well, i hope the series so far has been an encourager and blessing to someone. I might not complete it till October though, for variety sake. ;)
Anyway, I totally look forward to an amazing September with you all. Peace! :D


xxx, Kwiksie.~

Saturday 30 August 2014

'The Woman I Want To Be' series (4)

     The woman who walks in humility and obedience.

     I know that amongst the things you detest Lord, are haughty eyes and an arrogant spirit. I also am aware that you’d rather I act in obedience than perform a string of sanctimonious acts of a sacrificial fashion. Not that a sacrificial nature is wrong, but that it does not impress you when expressed in contradiction to your word and will. I get that. I aim to be characterized by humility; known for one having a teachable heart. In all my knowing, may I never assume the attitude of one who thinks she knows it all and may I never let pride, conceit or self-deceit hinder me from attaining instruction from others, be they of any age, race, background or skill. Most especially Father, may I never assume your place in my life by trying to lead myself. Let me be extra-sensitive to your voice and empowered with the grace to obey your every instruction – unquestioningly, wholeheartedly and without any iota of doubt.

I submit myself to and yield to your will Lord God…just as Christ did.

:)
xxx, Kwiksie.~

Thursday 21 August 2014

It's Free...for now.



You’ve been disappointed
But i wasn't the one to deal you a bad hand.
Talk to your expectations about that.
Way too much pressure
Beneath which i was barely able to stand.
What do you take me for?
Is my breath an extension of yours'?
My life now your pawn?
Can't be.

Do what you want

Just don’t expect it from me.
Because unlike you,
I don't require return on everything I give.
It would be too ironic
For 'freely' are they claimed to be released.
Yet are they really?
Or do you yet play the jester?

Cloaking a habit known, the spirit, to vex
Beneath plastic smiles and tinkering laughter.
It is a recipe for offence
And many a downturn of the lips.
Is your kindness no more a gift?
Or has it been loaned in expectation of returns?
If your generosity is never for keeps
Why expect the goodwill to last at my turn?

Far reaching it is
To seek that from another
That which is yet foggy to you.

There's but One who is certain

Of every aspect of the future.
If we are both students
Why must you seek i teach you?
I may not promise you gifts tomorrow
For the furture cannot be purchased.
All i do have for you right now is love
Originated from its origin.

Yet if in the end
I shed it abroad simply to enable me glean
Think you not my motives already polluted
Before they became an action?

Tuesday 12 August 2014

'The Woman I Want to Be' series (3)

     The woman who is unashamed.
I seek to express myself as one possessing a heart emboldened by the truth you are and a spine firmed by your unshaking and infallible nature. I am your ambassador and I am fully patriotic to the Kingdom I represent. Let all who see me, interact with me, read of me or hear about me, be instantly hit with the force of my divine boldness in relation to any matter pertaining to you. I choose to be so thoroughly grounded in an undiluted, unadulterated knowledge of you that whenever I speak or minister – via any available platform - I do so by your prompting and with exceeding confidence. Let me be one who never wavers or decreases in my expression of passionate service to you as a result of any pressure or persecution, pleasure or pain, and whatever else may try to cause me to sway.

I am unashamed of the gospel of Christ, because it is the power of God unto salvation...

On a regular basis, many of us will come across a variety of thoroughly intelligent and exposed individuals who will boldly and blatantly belittle, criticize, negate, contradict and fault the gospel of truth and our Savior, Christ Jesus, himself. The key is not to be quarrelsome, antagonistic or overly emotional when such occurs. There's also no need to go on the defensive, God can defend himself. What is required of anyone who professes to be made righteous by grace, is that we stand up to each and every challenge as led to. Sometimes words may be necessary, and sometimes they won't be; the bottom line is, God needs to have children who are no longer shy to speak of Him or be associated with Him. When it comes to making our stand known, standing for the truth that is Christ, and glorifying our Father in heaven...may whispering tongues, feelings of intimidation, cowardice and fear remian FAR from us all.
Amen.

xxx, Kwiksie~