Think_About_Me

#Think_About_Me

It’s convenient to forget

Acting in contradiction to your depth.

Playing solo and doing whatever you want to…

As though unaware that I’ve always got you.

So they don’t understand? Yeah I get it.

And the fact is everybody’s got their limit.

But before you get mad and throw a flesh-happy tantrum

Give me a thought for a second would you hon?

Lately relationships have been a mess and you’re irritated

Till it’s like every moment you hung in there’s been wasted.

You’re working really hard and still they’re giving you grief

Forgiving and appearing cowardly since all they want is beef.

So what’s the point if all your efforts keep biting the dust?

It’s like they owe you but you never stop paying these costs!

So you shut them out; they deserve neither love nor time

But before you made that decision tell me, did I cross your mind?

The question burning in your heart is “Why on earth do I bother?”

Your toil, pain & sweat lies disregarded yet they talk of honest labor.

Well mother always said opportunity comes but once,

And isn’t it the righteous who ought to be taking by force?

So forget the patient dog - you prefer flesh to bones

And it’s fine long as you get what you deserve, they’re on their own.

Because before you ever owned a bed, you imagine they’d all made theirs,

So is this why you revel in your greed and ignore the needy’s tears?

You may be thinking I’m a really hard person to please.

But those who know me would tell you that they disagree.

Please don’t assume you’re the only person stuff happens to

You’ve made me go through much worse…yet still I love you.

I do not want everything – just all of your heart;

‘Cus I could reach everywhere else as soon as I get that.

I’m very much in love with you, though often you think me a pain.

It’s little wonder you keep whining though…when you could just say my name...

"The Woman I Want To Be" series (5)

 The woman who is sensitive to the needs of others.

  We are instructed in 1 Peter 5:7 to cast all our cares upon you because you care for us. I want to be able to truthfully say I care for others just like you do Father. Let me live out the evidence of my love for you by taking active measures to feed your sheep as well as attend to those yet to become members of the fold. I refuse to be a self-centered, self-serving, self-absorbed waste of your creative energy. I refuse to lay the negative example of seeking to satisfy my wants and what I assume are needs, prior to doing what you desire. Use me as your instrument of encouragement, replenishment and healing, that my arms may ever be open to those you send to me and my heart ever unbiased to attend to them effectively. Let me make conscious effort to prioritize the well-being of your creations over my comfort and convenience and let me not turn away any person whom you have put me in the position to help.

I see humanity the way You do and do all I can to get them closer to fathoming your love.

I can say that this was probably one of the toughest for me...but then, that's why i'm not doing it on my own. I've met folks who feel insulted when you try to help them, and then there are others who have so many trust issues that any gesture just has to have an ulterior motive. Some imagine they can take advantage of you and make you their doormats while some others want to be spoon-fed till their old and gray.

And i could go on and on....

For awhile, i really struggled with trying to figure out how to handle each situation in the best way possible. Problem was, i had no idea what the best way was. Now though, thanks to a better understanding of God's word, i've realised there's always an answer in scripture with directives on how to respond to some tight situations where you're torn between being a 'good Christian' and just getting yourself frustrated. There are several occasions where a thorough analysis of the situation and careful plotting of an appropriate reaction doesn't help none. Just let Him lead you. Whether you're clueless or feel you can handle it yourself. My recommendation is that we just get into the word. Get in deep until we know it on a sub-conscious level so that when some cases arise and we're not-so-sure how to handle it, all the Holy Spirit need do is remind us of the things already buried in our hearts and give us guidance on how to apply them to the situation.

Well, i hope the series so far has been an encourager and blessing to someone. I might not complete it till October though, for variety sake. ;)
Anyway, I totally look forward to an amazing September with you all. Peace! :D

xxx, Kwiksie.~